I'm The Devil - Chapter 340
Chapter 340: Father And Son 3
Lucifer tapped the side of the mug, fingers idly drumming. A quiet rhythm, steady and slow. Like his thoughts were trying to find their own beat again.
“You know,” he said, not looking up, “I used to dream about this.”
His father glanced over. “This conversation?”
Lucifer nodded. “Not exactly like this. Sometimes we were screaming. Other times I was killing you. One time we were just… fishing.”
A short laugh escaped him. “That one pissed me off the most.”
His father smiled gently. “Because it felt too simple?”
“Because it felt real.”
They sat there, the silence comfortable now, like a blanket thrown over old wounds. Nothing healed, but no longer bleeding.
“You always knew how to make things look effortless,” Lucifer muttered. “Creation, light, love… justice. You made it look easy.”
“It wasn’t.”
“Yeah,” Lucifer said. “I know that now. Still doesn’t excuse everything.”
“I’m not asking for excuses.”
“Good,” Lucifer said, finally looking him in the eye. “Because I’m not ready to give them.”
His father didn’t flinch. Didn’t defend. Just nodded.
Lucifer rubbed his face, groaning softly. “You ever think maybe we’re both just bad at this? Being family.”
“I think… we never had the chance to learn how to be one.”
Lucifer looked over at him. “You had eons.”
“And none of them with you at the table.”
Lucifer sucked in a breath, sharp and shallow. That hit deeper than expected.
“You watched me burn,” he whispered. “For centuries. Millennia. Just stood there while the stories twisted. While they made me into something I wasn’t.”
“I know.”
“And still, you didn’t speak.”
His father’s voice softened. “Would you have believed me then?”
Lucifer’s mouth opened—then closed.
He didn’t answer.
“I could’ve tried,” God said. “I should have. But truth told too late sounds like manipulation. And I… I feared I had no right to speak in your story anymore.”
Lucifer leaned forward, elbows on the counter, hair falling over his eyes.
“Do you even love me?” he asked, voice barely above a whisper.
His father didn’t hesitate. “Yes. More than you’ll ever know.”
“You sure?” Lucifer asked, still not meeting his gaze. “Or are you just saying that because it’s the right thing to say?”
“I’m saying it because it’s true.”
Lucifer stayed quiet. His fingers trembled slightly on the mug.
“You made me feel like a mistake.”
“You weren’t. You were the beginning of something new. Something no one—including me—understood.”
“Then why treat me like a disease?”
“Because fear makes fools out of even gods.”
Lucifer finally looked up again. “You’re supposed to be above that.”
“I’m not. I never was.”
Lucifer studied him. The man didn’t glow. Didn’t radiate divinity. He just looked… tired. Older than anything. But more present than he’d ever been.
“You’re not what I remembered,” Lucifer said.
“Neither are you.”
Lucifer snorted. “Fair enough.”
Another pause.
“Tell me something,” he said. “Something only you’d know. Something no prophet or book ever said.”
His father smiled faintly. “You used to sing when you were alone. In Enochian. You thought no one heard.”
Lucifer froze.
“You weren’t very good at it,” God added. “But you meant every note.”
Lucifer huffed a laugh, shaking his head. “Of course you’d bring that up.”
“I liked the one about the red sky and the sleeping giant.”
Lucifer looked away, embarrassed for the first time in centuries. “That one was stupid.”
“It was honest.”
Lucifer’s throat tightened.
A long silence followed.
Then, quietly: “Do you think I’ve become a monster?”
God took a breath.
“No,” he said. “I think you became what the world needed… even when it didn’t deserve you.”
Lucifer’s lips twitched. Not a smile. Just something soft.
“Everyone thinks I’m still out for revenge,” he muttered. “That I’m just waiting for the day I tear Heaven down.”
“And are you?”
Lucifer looked him dead in the eyes.
“No,” he said. “Not anymore. I just want to live. On my own terms.”
His father nodded slowly. “Then I’m proud of you.”
Lucifer blinked.
“You what?”
“I’m proud of you.”
Lucifer leaned back like he’d been slapped.
“Okay, no. You don’t get to say that.”
“Why not?”
“Because that word means something. It’s heavy. And it’s not yours to give.”
“Maybe not,” his father said. “But I’m giving it anyway.”
Lucifer scoffed. “You’re unbelievable.”
“Still,” God said gently, “I’m proud of you.”
Lucifer stood up, pacing now. His energy was shifting. Not angry. Just… restless.
“You know, I was ready to hate you. Fully. No cracks. No mercy. I thought, if I ever saw you again, I’d just spit in your face.”
“And now?”
Lucifer stopped by the window. Watched a bird land on the sill, tilt its head, then fly off again.
“Now I’m just tired.”
“You’ve carried too much for too long.”
“I didn’t have a choice.”
“I know.”
Lucifer looked over his shoulder. “But maybe I’m ready to set some of it down.”
God’s eyes lit with something warm. “Then let me carry some of it with you.”
Lucifer frowned. “You think you can?”
“No. But I’d still try.”
Lucifer walked back to the counter. Sat again. Quieter now. Like something inside had loosened, even if just a little.
“You still drink tea?” he asked.
“I never stopped.”
Lucifer stood and filled the kettle with water. Set it on the stove.
“Don’t get used to this,” he muttered. “It’s not a reunion. It’s a… temporary ceasefire.”
“Understood.”
As the water heated, the house stayed still. No miracles. No thrones.
Just the quiet ticking of a clock and two cups waiting to be filled.
“Did you ever regret creating us?” Lucifer asked suddenly.
“No,” his father said without missing a beat. “Not even once. Creating you… was the best thing I ever did.”
Lucifer didn’t answer. Just poured the tea.
And for the first time since the fall, he poured a second cup.
They drank together in silence.
No judgment.
No doctrine.
Just a father and his son.
Alive, awkward, and still learning how to speak.